update stuffs
well, here I am again. hi everyone.

School is going well, and i contiinue to be tied for top student halfway through the current unit. teh current subject is solid state power supplies, and i am really learnign more and more that working wiht electricity is a good fit for me. I wouldn't have really thought it, but then, i think thats part of a long standing lack of self confidence in my persona competence that i've been realizing was lurking under the surface for a long time.

I have several people that i care about going through rough transitions in their lives in one way or another right now, and i'm not in a position to help, for various reasons. that's never pleasant, but life is like that sometimes. i have had to come to terms withe the fact that i cant be all things to all people, and that means not always being able to make things ok. hell, not often, more like.

well, time to get ready for school/work. need to give myself time for the exercize routine i've installed in my morning. having realized exactly how out of shape i've let myself get, i've started doign a battery of situps, pushups and other assorted calestenics in the morning, at lunch, after work, and sometimes right befor bed. i'm also watching my callorie intake as closely as i everhave, and cut soda out of my diet. most sweets too. going to the base gym and doing cardio at least a few times a week is more of a personal struggle, but i am determined to win my personal battle of the bulge.


til later, everyone. and to the hurting that i cannot comfort, please take care of yourself.